Confused and Happy

I am descending the long stoney path leading me down to the parking lot from the monastery. Last time I walked down this path was last October after I had just been told that the community cannot receive me. Was that really less than a year ago? I had some gut back then. I laugh…

Here. Take My Hands.

  Here. Take my hands. Hold them. Hold them tight. I will show you the way into my heart. It will be a long journey. I will tire out your legs- well, more than your legs. I will wear you out. You will lose your ego, and be ready to lose your control.   This…